Tuesday, April 29, 2014

What the heck is happening?

I've been so quiet. I don't mean this literally ey! But yeah, I feel I have been so quiet my whole life. It's like I don't speak myself out. I don't share everything about me. Yes, I talk and tell stories but something in me is still not been uttered.

I am sad, really really sad. From the outside this would seem impossible but deep within, I am not happy. I don't know why but I don't feel happy about myself. It's kinda frustrating to think that I am able to keep people around me happy with my jokes and silly stories but when it comes to me, I cannot even make myself happy.

I'm tryin' to figure this one out because it's really bugging me! I don't know why or how did this happened, it just came out and made me depressed. It feels like I'm so alone. Alone that no one would actually bother to ask how I feel. Something is really wrong and I know it. Just can't figure out what is it. Is it the people around me, or the problem is I myself?

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